so much for the long weekend

okay, I still have some outstanding tasks and I might get fired because of posting this.

so what right? my sincerest apologies to my boss. ;-) 

yeah, everything seems fine and it's getting better so why should I work my ass off while others are taking a break? it seems wrong but right at the same time.

so instead of working all day for someone else, I just went with whatever came and ended up working for myself.

meaning, it's again time to update my blogs! what's the crack?

el crapo, what the heck!

have I moved out or just lazing around? 

I guess, am living in a post apocalyptic situation for the past 3 years. my profile indicates that am on Blogger since february 2009. overall, I only got 67 profile views and 34 pageviews. quite a disappointed with myself because that time, I was looking forward to be one of the most influential bloggers in history. 

unlike new year resolutions, my dream is still a dream. there were moments that I was in the spotlight but it didn't last that long. hell came on earth and ravished me inside and out. feeling so uninspired, I had a fraction of moral support and a short list of friends.